We dont choose .

My mom's mad at me. What else is new ?
It seems whenever I have a good day, it has to be the argument w. her that ruins it .
Seems like the majority of my sadness comes from our fights .
Little things I say or do that she doesnt like, she has to say something, and usually its something hurtful .

Ive been trying not to let it get to me.
Ive let this anger and frustration take a toll on me before, and its resulted in things I cant take back .

Sometimes, I wonder if I can have an amazing day, w.o coming home to one of her bad moods and being subjected to more arguing and yelling.

At least its not like this all the time.