Untouchable; burning brighter than the sun x3

Oh crushes. What do they do to girls ? They make your stomach all fluttery, make you blush just being around that person, make you laugh a little more .
I'm sort of sick of crushes. The last one ended up such a mess that it confused me, but it taught me well.
Here are some rules, kids :
1- If he likes you, he'll talk to you. He won't ignore you at school, he won't make you go over to him.
2-He'll talk about the possibility of a relationship, not just ask you when you two are going to make-out .
3-If he's a good guy, your friends will like him too, and you won't have to fight with them over the fact that he really is nice.
4-He'll try to get your friends to like him, and apologize if he gets into fights with them.

Sound like good rules? I know, too bad they didn't work for me . These are what I learned after I had an epiphany about what I was getting into.

This may sound weird, but I realized I never actually liked him. I hadn't been in a relationship, and I guess I got caught up in the possibility and in the fact that someone started paying attention to me so much. However, I didn't listen to my heart at first and I ended up having to hear "I told you so" from both my inner being and my friends.

I guess now Im gonna wait for something real, and something I don't have to argue over and try to find the best of.
After all, "when you find something real, everything else falls into place "